feeling

i feel want to run away.. i really don't know what can i do again.. i feel tired to all of you.. when you all can change your disposition?? can don't be impulse when you all settle a problem?? just know to shout.. is that can help you solve the problem clearly??
                        NO    NO     NO
 please don't make me feel so troublesome..


to a girl (xxxx xxx xx)..
you love your boyfriend now??

because of him...
you lost your family..
you hurted your mom and your dad heart..
you make your mom crying ..
you scolded your family..
is that to be worth for you??

because of him..
you lost your friend..
you quarrel with your boyfriend..
your face become black when you face with your friend..
you borrow money from your friend..
to give your boyfriend go gamble..
until your boyfriend no return the money to your friend..

can you wake up??
i already tired to see all of this..
i already tired to listen all of this..

because of the boy like that you become changes..
now you need to help him return all the money he borrowed..
is that he really loving you??
please wake up la~
no.. he won't find you when he was free and happy..
he just find you when he needed MONEY !!!
until now you still think you are right??
you choosing him are right??
because of him.. you don't want your family..
because of him.. you don't want your friend..
don't until one day i can't controlled myself..
scolding you ....

STUPID ~~!!!!!!!!!


and after i scolding you like that.. i know that you will go away beside me..
and i know you will go away and find your boyfriend..
but.. after i scolding this.. i already get ready ..
i will go away beside you.. you can still stay at there..without me..