有時，
我會羨慕，
我會妒忌，
他人的生活是那麼的無憂無慮。
他人的生活是那麼的悠閒輕鬆。

但

凡事都有兩面，
我的生活雖然很累，
我的生活雖然很忙，

但

我的生活可是過得比他人充實。



在羨慕他人的人生時，想想自己其實也過得不錯。

=）

雨總會有停止的時候，期待彩虹出現的那刻。



人生總會有不如意的時刻。

遇到了難題，躲避不是真正能解決問題的方法，但如果又沒法子解決它，那我們應該怎樣呢？

笑也是這樣過，

哭也不如此，

不如開開心心的過。。

身為朋友的，

身為家人的，

我能做的也只有這樣。。

我也希望你們能體諒我。。

對不起。。

=）

思緒

近日來一直控制不到自己的情緒。好像得了老人失憶症似的，忘這忘那。總是很緊張，擔心這擔心那的。。 不知自己怎麼了。爸爸，看我走這走那，翻這翻那，找這找那，看到都沒眼看，去睡覺了。。。爸爸說我很壓力。是嗎？ 是這樣的嗎？？ 為什麼我總是那麼的緊張？？為什麼我是那麼的擔心？？ 為什麼總覺得還有很多東西我遺漏了的？？ 我的心很著急。。。好像很多東西要著急似的。。
聽著快歌面對着電腦，眼淚不知不覺掉了。。。 那是怎麼了我。。。
我不知道自己怎麼了，我好怕。。。。是累了嗎？？
好想睡覺哦。。。 但。。好像有東西還沒做完的，放不下心去睡。。。
我的人生才剛起步而已，我就這樣了。。。
難不成我就這麼的失敗嗎？？？
我不要啊～！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！
卓心鈴～！！！ 回來啊～！！！！！！！！

我的人生不會只是黑白影像。。。

答應自己。。我不會讓家人失望的～！



My safe HARBOUR

 I love the time with yours... ^^
whenever how i feel my life are tired...
I'm sad...
I'm happy...
I get hurt....
Yours also will stay beside of me accompany me...
IS my safe harbour....
xD

wf urs..xD

最齊人的瘋狂之夜。。。 第一次那麼齊人。。 xD。。。

哈哈。。女人們。。。

當然少不了男人們。。。

xD

大家進去前還好好的樣子。。哈哈



  這兩對情侶。。 哈哈         <3

第一次和PINKIE 去的。。。 還會有接下來的接下來。。。xD

這張看上去大家臉紅紅的。。。應該是有點WING了的啦。。哈啊。。

進去還很好的，後面竟然醉了。。我的天呀。。頭腦一片空白。。根本不知自己做了什麼呀。。。 哈哈。。謝謝你們。。 特別是我的姐妹們，不好意思哦。。下次不會了。。xD。。

FAmily time



帶我的老媽子和小氣鬼老妹出街去的。。xD

這就是小氣鬼老妹啦。。。 寫華語讓她知道我說她的事。。。=P

她超小氣的，每次講她一點就發脾氣不理我，還要我買東西哄她。。整個我是她妹妹這樣啊，還要怕她。。我的天啊～ 哈哈。。 還有她超愛說媽媽偏心的，但她並不知道每次她的早餐都比我們的還豐富叻～！ >.<.. 還敢說媽媽偏心叻。。。

哈哈。。每次跟家人出少不了喝咖啡的。。。自己一杯，老妹一杯。。老妹每次出街都趁機撈我一筆的。。。 >.<

就這樣疲勞又破財的一天過去了。。。哈哈。。

 

還有哦，我最討厭駕車時塞車咯，累死我的腳啊～！！

xD

rest time...xD

rest time



today i have a free time... i spend it for my lover mummy..<3... my mummy are same pattern with me.. we almost like to hang out.. haha... i bring my mummy going timesquare and sungai wang plaza.. because i am going there doing and looking something.. (secret yet)... my mummy was happy.. cause know that i was accompany me going window shopping.. cause she bored for her life..that always stay at home whole day and nothing to do at all...  i bringing my mummy hightea at starbucks coffee.. this was my first time starbuck - ing with my mummy.. xD..  we were relax.. and spend almost 1hour at there..

this my lover... my mummy... =)

long time didn't chat with my mummy... we chat almost 1 hour... i felt that mom... she are already old... she need our accompany too... we should arrange and spend our time for family.. don't be regret at ur future...

have a nice day and starbuck coffee with my mummy...



  be a child...

we should spend our time for our dad and mom...

and care for them please..

they also same like us got feel too...

and don't let them worry about yours...

xD

一封信

a letter....

i am really tired for my life.. for my timetable... i start my college life... i feel that i am more busy than working time.. i am no enuf time to use..

i feel really tired..everyday repeat repeat for my life... but cause i am fat.. so no need wory..haha.. i will be strong than other..xD..

for my mummy and my dad... =)

thanks... thank for yours.. i doesn't blame yours at all watever how i tired.. cause yours my lover and my FAMILY... i am fine... no need to worry me and no need to blame yourself... i am ok... xD

FAMILY = FATHER and MOTHER I LOVE YOU

watever how also yours still my family... and in this world doesn't have any lunch that are free for any people... so, i will be more hard to get my own dream life.. xD

SMILE EVERYDAY , PLEASE ..... xD



recently..

my look when going college...xD
that day going college... got my fren saying me wearing look like aunty...cause they thought i will wear till so beautiful..but....
i wear so casual and simple only..haha...look like simple simple oni..xD
haha...got abit get hurt from my fren when he saying me wearing look like aunty..really meh?? omg..==
I was started my college life for the 3rd week... i still blur blur..can.t remember where was my tutorial class.. haha.. stupid girl..==
Hope have a nice , fun , memories and happy college life.. ^^

.........................

i tear cant controlled cuming out... T.T...
actually my life can be more better than now...
but...
you...
ya...
you..
you make my life become stress and difficult~!!
you are my uncle... actually i should respect you...
but..
start from now,
WON'T~!!!

I HATE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!

DON'T until one day i can't control myself and scold you in front of all my family..
watever how my dad and my mom scolding me also i will SCOLD you~!!

生活是艱難的，我認命～！！ 但我也會有挨不住的時候～！！ 請不要增加那些不該讓下一代來幫你的負擔～！！

我希望有個地方可以讓我盡情的喊出心中的不快。。。xD

recently... 10.05.2011

recently... xD

recently my timetable are so full... not full of booking... but full of tired...

1st,
recently i almost hang out wif my dear friend my beloved friend... long time doesn't hang out with them... felt enjoyed and excited... i love the time with all of yours... cause i am still like a child like to repl on yours... thanks all of yours me when i needed your help... and thanks for accompany the time that i was emo... i like to RELY ON yours... so...don't leave me alone... xD... LOVE yours... my sis n my bro... <3

2nd,
finally i start my college life... but i still working as a part-timer... i hope i can handle it my college life... just start the course... need using so many money... so i need to save my money... cant going shopping in this few month... xD... i hope i can improve my english level ~!!!

Hope my becoming life can be more easy to me and happy all the time...=)