HaTE MYsELf

I hate myself..
why still cry because of what you saying about..
why you like to hurt me..
why you like to do like a gentlemen in front of people..
but beside that you call me and talking about the thing that hurt my heart.. we just a friend..
please respect me..
please don't want let me become uncontrolled..
but i know that i still stupid.. cause you still inside my heart.. watever just a small place..
but please..don't hurt me again..
don't come disturb my life again..
my life without you..
i also feel happy..
i still got my friend, my familly..